Saturday, November 21, 2009

how screw up life can get
nth gd ever came up since enlisted
drove today n crashed into someone else's car
knocked into the back of some family dude's toyota vios
bumper dented n came loosed
dad's car was worst, sth wrong wid either engine/battery, front lite broken, front bumper dented
all these frm a low speed crash..
gd thing other guy's family all okay if not will b in deep shit
in deep trouble still no matter wat..
most likely gonna cost a bomb.. the repair for both cars.. gotta break the bank n all for the repairs
shit..

6:46 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

everyday's been more or less the same
try get to office on time, dun get scold, siam arrow, tio tiam tiam do, hide n seek wid DSM/CSM/anyone who like to catch hair n so on
tml gg..
work then nite duty clerk till fri morn then start work as per normal immediately aft duty end on fri morn
no slp at all.. fri tink will die
somemore goin play tennis at tiong bahru aft work.. chiong home shower change go down
sigh.. killer week..

9:47 PM

Monday, September 14, 2009

came back not too long ago from friend's chalet
21st bday.. which reminds me tat me nv celebrate mine or anything at all
nth.. not sure gd or bad thing hah
didnt see a need for it since haven been the type to to begin wid
n it was on a thurs n jus enlisted in army only
so nv really bother do anything n all..

anw knee's startin to bother me almost daily nowadays
not too sure wats really wrong. well shld know pretty soon enough since jus took mri scan on rite knee on fri nite
now jus wait n see wats the scan result is like

N m broke again. like jus 3days aft pay day only lah!!
clear debt, pay for a A&F shirt purchased online, transport, 2 bday presents, a adidas shorts(waited like forever for it to b on sale)
allowance all but gone aft all these
jialat sia.. so much for keepin tis n nxt mth allowance n wid me own small amt of savins n get parts to build a desktop
seems like gonna b another veri tight budget mth again.. not like haven been wid enough cash to spend like ever
jus tis time rnd its really tat bad.. well wait n see how i guess..

12:32 AM

Monday, September 07, 2009

no idea wat happened today
out of the blue felt damn down/depressed aft bookin out early
the 1st time since enlisted to book out early(could hv been even earlier if not cos of some 'smart' plannin by bosses)
in the end got home nth do at all..
cant tink of wat to do, cant find ppl hang out wid or even play tennis
mayb cos haven really been on a gd mood for quite sometime now i guess.. jus felt damn down n all
dun really hv much of a reason to greet the new day let alone smile nowadays
only reason tat keep me goin for now is lookin forward to the weekends since its the only days i can do watever i wan all day
then add in the constant gettin sick shit.. life kinda crap n miserable ever since enlisted..
anw aft scratchin me head n comin to a decision whereby i aint gonna stay home n do nth on a such a rare day
grabbed one of the new books which i got ytd n head to town
went to ps's starbucks grab a cup of mocha frap n oreo cheesecake n sat down readin for couple of hrs
not sure wat happened along the way. mayb its the weather's n add tat wid the novel which's great
felt real gd aft tat, quite refresh.. walked rnd ps for bit then head home
tml gotta report to camp early in the morn again.. if not tink gd chance will actually sit there till real late
hah.. seems like ps's starbucks becomin a place for me to go to when tryin to read or sketch..
well wat's becomin of me i've got no idea but lets take a day as it comes for now i guess

10:40 PM

Sunday, September 06, 2009

been coughin non-stop for quite some time now
a week to b exact..
some crap dry cough, a after effect of throat infection..
nearly sick week in week out
no idea y at all.. been tat way ever since enlisted
me luck i guess
leg numbed for more than 2weeks now too..
seems to me army is a place to get sick n b cured
HAH!!
jialat jialat..

11:15 PM

Sunday, August 30, 2009

been a relaxin week so far..
been doin nth much everyday
more or less used to 'army' life now i guess.. wake up 6sth get to camp b4 8, go off aft 530
each day more n more like a routine, a unwanted n unnecessary one
well gotta bear wid it for now
knee's been borin me for like almost everyday.. no idea y at all
if its tendonditis i've nth say, hopefully its ligament tear since it's easier to treat
n i can get 5-6mths MC for it =P
gonna b takin MRI in 2weeks time see n go back for the results in 4weeks time to find out wats the real damn prob
been dozin off each nite for past few weeks too.. no idea y each day feel so tirin..
well tml's another week, another week of bein a 'soldier'.. again..

11:14 AM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

haven slept since fri
ytd overnite duty.. been goin camp for 7days straight
gonna b 12days straight plus tis comin week.. 1st time ever n hopefully last time too
can't take it, nv really slp durin duty then aft tat went home jus shower n go out do stuff
damn tired..
anw NS's been kinda tirin each day no matter wat..
each day feels more or less the same.. can't wait for 530pm to come
been 2mths since enlisted.. kinda bit slow
still hv 22 more mths to go b4 free man again
sigh..

8:20 PM